When I am mad, I often say “it’s not what happened, it’s the principle of it that makes me mad.” but yesterday I was challenged with is it indeed the principle or is it that it didn’t go my way.
I think I’ve known for quite a while how much of an entitled a88 I am. Very rarely do things not to my way, at least not when it mattered. But every now and again, I am denied something, or something doesn’t happen the way that it should… And I get mad, I get frustrated, I huff and puff and walk off mad. Probably made the other person either bewildered that I reacted that way over such a little thing, or mad that I’m asking for more than they feel like doing at that moment.
But moving past the little things that don’t matter and I really have no business trying to fix other than the fact that I am a finicky little minx, what about the big things.
I was challenged yet again to think about Gods sovereignty in my life. His sovereign rule over my life in the day to day. Do I think about it, do I give each day to God and live my life as a sacrifice to him.
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