Genera Assembly / Seminary

GA is a bit like seminary.

Most people know what’s going on. 

And those who don’t, keep quiet.

Then there are the few who need to say everything they think.

Thank God for twitter. It gets out but doesn’t always disrupt flow.

What if we tweeted our response to classes? I wonder what that would look like. 

  1. Instead of reflecting in 300 words, just 144 characters.

30

I’m 30.

Shit.

 

And all I can think about is: what an idiot he is.

love h8

God, I really really… hate… to hate people… help me to not hate.

Let it go

It’s never been so cliche to say let it go before…

but that’s all that I can really say

LET THE EF GO

Concern

I’m concerned

that my emotions and personal feelings 

repeatedly

get in the way of 

me doing my job

and more important

God doing His work

in me

and in those around me.

 

How 

do I get over myself?

Ash

I went to his facebook today.
Just to look and see how he’s doing. What he’s up to.
It seems like he’s moved on to another job? or locale? 
I don’t really know.

Whatever the case…
I am curious about his whereabouts, what he’s up to, how he’s doing… 

But I think I am finally over him. 
I think I am finally over him.
Six years later… 

We never really had a chance but I held onto what could have been for a long, long time… 
Maybe it’s a sign that I’m starting to be ready? 
Or maybe it’s just that he’s so darn Korean that it’s a no-no. 

Whatever the case, I think I’m done.

 

Ash, you never knew, but I’m over you.

 

PTL

People…

사람은 사랑의 대상이지 믿음의 대상이 아니다. 

이름이 사랑임에도 불구하고 사랑을 나는 사람을 사랑할줄 모르는것 같다.

의무. I understand.

Liking. I understand.

Infatuation. I understand.

even Disdain. I understand.

but Love. ? 

모르겠다…

 

I don’t know how much more I can take.

But I know it’s a commitment that I made. 

Five years.

So… 3.5 to go.

That’s sad.